Friday, August 03, 2007
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Monday, July 30, 2007
Life Is Fucking Good.
AND WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED YESTERDAY? One of the best days in my life man fuck seriously! I was in the train toward City Hall because I was going to have dinner with Clifton. So as the train was at Orchard (I can't really remember, but should be Orchard), someone came in. Yes that bloody someone whose blog I love and adore so much.
And I went, "DAMNNN... Kenny Sia is beside me."
OH MY LORD I TELL YOU I WAS SO ECSTATIC, I WANTED TO SCREAM AND I WANTED TO HAVE A PHOTO TAKEN WITH HIM. But hell no, I didn't. People in the train would think I'm some crazy fuck. My heart was laughing, my knees were jumping, my hands were trembling. Yes, Kenny Sia was beside me.
Please don't laugh at me, he's a darn good blogger, love the way he blogs. Man... Kenny Sia. Can't forget the Adidas shirt he's always wearing. ;) And HE SMILED AT ME HAHAHAHAHA. Ok don't laugh at me.
Life is good, life is good. My computer got fucking formatted so all my pictures are gone. Not that I didn't do a back-up, the virus went too quickly. But I'll take more pictures to make it up. Just an update, this Saturday (080407) would be the 1st year anniversary of Clifton and I.
I can't fucking believe it, my life is so exciting.
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
SAD LIFE YO
- very busy.
- very upset about my life.
- very tired.
Right now, I'm
- trying my best to polish up my Trigo sums.
- saving up money for birthdays.
- on a diet (ok maybe).
- craving for KFC.
- trying to stay awake.
I really want to
- sleep for 24 hours.
- fix my own computer.
- hit the gym.
- cry the shit out of my eyes.
- see Clif as soon as possible.
Apparently, I think
- that I'm becoming more than sadistic.
- I'm dangerous
because...
- I keep thinking about killing and murdering people who piss me off in school.
- I have plans on how to kill them.
- I want to kill them so badly.
- I don't want to just stab them.
What I mean is
- to drown them in the sea,
- pull them up again,
- choke them with a huge banana,
- scrape off their skin and slowly retrieve their veins,
- let them eat their veins,
- they die, and I blend them into pulp.
- I'm happy.
I'm sick.
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Monday, July 09, 2007
- Thursday: Had Fish & Co with Baby, ate like pigs. Clifton is just so fucking awesome. Need I say more? :)
- Friday: Out to Chomp Chomp with Deborah, Deona, Yee Leng, Stanley and Ridhwan. Good food at good price. Awesome friends, TV programmes and pasar malam.
- Saturday: Met Clif, went to Sim Lim Square and he bought a Samsung 19 inch LCD monitor that cost 4 months of my allowance (100$ a month). Knocked some sense into his kuku head and told him to stop spending. Ikea trip, disappointed Baby. Stayed over and I FUCKING SNORED WHILE I SLEPT BECAUSE BABY TOLD ME SO. ARGH. Love Clif.
- Sunday: Rushed to Sim Lim and purchased stuff that Baby needed and he didn't know. He was so happy when I showed him the cable he needed badly. Baby sold his Vodafone away. AND I HAD THE BEST SUNDAY DINNER. Just awesome. Mother-in-law cooks the best dishes.
- Today: School ended at 1500 and I just had 2 duck tongues. Yum.
- Will update soon because right now, I cannot access to anywhere but the net. Don't ask why, I have no idea too. COMPUTER'S SCREWED LAH NBCB.
GOODBYE, GOOD DAY!
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Sweet, Sugary Day
Let me start today's entry with canteen food. Malay food is awesome, tho' it's a tad bit expensive 'cos we are always given insufficient food. The ayam goreng is the best, I don't mind having it everyday or even for every meal. But the machiks are too stingy and over-friendly, not good not good. The rice stall? GOOD STUFF MAN! Filling and delicious. Friendly man and wife working together, they always make me smile. There are still other food stalls but these 2 are the most clean and serve the tastiest food in school. LOL ENOUGH ABOUT CANTEEN FOOD. WHAT A TOPIC TO START OFF WITH.
School is great. Not forgetting the endless fights I had with Slutty Alvin. We had water fight, spilling-all-your-stationeries-from-your-pencil-case fight, verbal abuse, punching and kicking, grabbing-each-other's-bag-and-threaten-to-throw-it-away fight, I-call-you-gay-you-call-me-slut fight. And many more. Damn fucking hilarious I almost laughed my lungs off. HAHAHA!
Having tuition is bad. Having tuition straight after school was the last thing on my mind and sleeping was first. Teacher just told us that we'd be revising on.. the worst topic ever - Trigonometry or however you spell that. MANNNN. COS SIN TAN. For some reason, the teacher just can't seem to pronounce "Toa, Cah, Soh" properly. What's alzebra, anyway?! LOL. My point is, I just want my math to improve. But this tuition ain't working for me. I MUST FIND MY UNCLE JOHN!
What's wrong with my hair, the wind?
OHHHH YEAHHHHHH, before heading to our tuition teacher's house (I don't know her name), we bought some old-school sweets to keep our mouths occupied. Sw33tn355 okay! HAHAHA! I don't really see those sweets at 7-11 or Cheers anymore. They are like kinda ancient around Singapore now. But we found all these sweets in YiYang Convenience Store! (or something like that -_-) Love all these.
Fake chocolate but I love it! LOL!
FAKE CHOCOLATE! Not exactly, but the taste was like, eww. Love the colours tho.
The dip-it-with-sugar-and-suck-the-foot pop! FWAH.
I just needed 5 more bucks and I could get anything I wanted in the shop. Everything's so bloody cheap and tho I know all these sugary stuff will make me fat, I don't care anymore! Must eat 'em up before they are completely not around in Singapore. HAHAHA! :D
Aisha. :D
Tuition today was alright. I got pissed off with the teacher 'cos she was going too fast and her explanations were too brief for me to understand. At that moment, I wanted to break her table and just stomp out but I couldn't because Aisha was with me and and and she'd (teacher) probably think I'm some nutcase if I do so. LOL WTF.
Okay, I had fun today. Kinda disappointed that I couldn't see Clif today 'cos its our 11th month anniversary. I've got tuition and he had work. Oh well it's fine for me, I just miss him like crazy. I hope I'll be able to see him tomorrow but I'm still not sure 'cos I'm gonna have math mock exams 'till late. School is driving me crazy, but the thought of wanting to see you so badly is worst.
Happy 11th Month Anniversary, Clif. I've got so much to tell you and I want to see you. I love you. Forever and ever! :) You are an awesome husband and really, I'll stick with you like supaglu. You know like really stickstickstick and never let go that kind. I know you will never ever get sick of my nonsense. I would love to grow up but 16 is just fine. Hehehe, don't you become an old uncle. Okay? Love you.
[edited] Aisha, you looked great in all the photos. No uglies uglies okies. Fathamah, wished you were here with us. :) [/edited]
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
I LOVE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YAY.
Hiiiiiiiii people! School was damn fun today. I've been doing okay with my subjects minus Mathematics and Chem. Yesyes school is fun when there are Aisha, Adela, Alvin, Fathamah, Jaime, Jing Ting and Vicki! Alright.. School started off with Chinese. BORING. I TELL YOU - IT'S ULTIMATE BOREDOM AND YOU KNOW YOU JUST SHAKE LEG, TALK COCK AND READ THE CHINESE STUFF. Ooooomfg. BORING! But thank God I have Aisha, Syl and Jamie to chitchat with. Hehehe. Boyfriends, gossips and laugher. :D
So during lessons, I kept thinking about Clif telling me about our "Sweet Sat Outing". I cannot wait for Saturday to come you know! It's gonna be just the world of two of us. Movie, popcorns and dinner. Oh, we do take strolls, slow and sweet ones. Old school dating is absolute sweetness. Hehehe. And then I got distracted. Missed out some notes. LOL!
It's not easy to face school mates with this new fringe. Some thought that I had my fringe done by putting a bowl on my head. Some thought it was too thick. Some just stare at you like you're some kinda freak. BUTTTT I love my fringe. Hehehe.
I just need to tidy up my fringe 'cos I'm always so lazy. Louis said I looked like Chun Li from some Street Fighters thingy. China doll.. More like a china doll down with retardation. LOL. Hehehehohohohohahaha.
Love today man! :D
We speak Chinese fluently! :D
After 1315 lesson, Adela, Jaime and I rushed to Prime to get bubble tea. OREO CHOCOLATE IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. Hahaha darn refreshing for such a hot weather. You know, the weather is being a big bitch and it's so warm, you feel like walking naked or getting dipped by a pool of cold, sexy blue water. I THINK WALKING NAKED IS THE BEST. Since everyone's got breasts, dicks, ginas and everything esle, why hide?! LOL KIDDING LAH. -_-
After bubble tea, we took a rest and started Bio lesson. After which, Adela and I went crazy waiting for the rest of our friends. SO BORED, WE WERE SO BORED THAT WE WENT CRAZY DE LOR! HAHAHAHA! Talk cock, shake leg, play mahjong ah! Ran here and there and here and there. Spoke in Chinese and laughed our asses off.
Random pics:
I took this, so pretty right the flower!
Superman has a purse yo!
MY SHOES ARE DAMN MESSY!
aLriiGhT. HAHAHA! LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. LIFE'S FUCKING BORING. Okay done! I feel much better now. I need to get out of the school as quick as ABC, eh no, as quick as lightning! I can't stand getting caught for talking or whatsoever. After Os I'm gonna call everyone up for chitchatting. HAHAHA! And oh, - said that I have potential in photography. Like no way man (no not bragging but it's disgusting! Hello, photography?! -_-)! Pui pukes poke. LOL HAIYAR ANYWAY, TAKE CARE YA'LL. CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA? CAN I HAF YO NUMBA?
Tomorrow, would be the 11th month anniversary. Clifbaby and I. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM ON SAT.
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Monday, July 02, 2007
Rants.
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
I missed you, F. It's been 3 years and now we had to part. You've been with me for so long, always there when I needed you, kissed me on my lips when I put you down. But we just had to break up. Fringe, I miss you but I just had to cut you away because you bored me. Say "hello" to dolly fringe. (what's bangs?) I didn't cut the rest of my hair, just the fringe. Please don't laugh at me if you find me looking really retarded. Clif was the first one to see my new hair (okay, it was Mum the 1st but whatever, she was with me when I cut), he looked shocked and said it suit my face. Hehehe, thank you. I love my fringe.
When you see me in school, try not to laugh. But eh, I love my fringe! Don't laugh or I swear I'd use a scissors to rip off your hair. Somehow... Thick, dolly fringe reminds me of Lily Allen and I love her.
Okay in any case, if you think that I look like some fucking clown walking with a set of dolly fucking bangs, please cover your mouth and try not to laugh because if I do hear some laughter around me, I'd get very paranoid and start to bang my head on the wall. If I DO bang my head on the wall, I'd end up in the hospital and never will I ever blog again. HAHAHA!
*jumps jumps* I just had Sausage McMuffin with Egg and it's good. It's so bloody good. Monday's Youth Day so we don't have school. I'm gonna start on Geog later and hopefully I won't fall asleep. Can I repeat myself? DON'T LAUGH AT ME.
BYE AND I LOVE CLIFBABY.
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Friday, June 29, 2007
IMAGE-HEAVY.
Hello people. Below are the pictures from Rev's cam as well as mine so enjoy! Someone please remind to get this cockroach a b'day present. Y'know I'm still broke and it sucks. Dad has been asking me where are my bucks. I spent it all because they don't really gimme money to go out y'know. Movies, food and my transport $$$. Mommy tends to forget about my allowance so now I'm kinda broke. Left 2 bucks in my wallet. Greaaaaat.
Cheese, good.
Cheesecake? Better. :D
Free blueberry cheesecake? Best.
Cockroach and I. Lublub.
I looked like I'm pregnant but that's fats.
I like to censor my eyes.
Omg, I looked retarded.
Short fat bod.
Kuku.
So that day was a blast, some pls remind to get cockroach a birthday present. Hahaha. Alright so school was fun. Free periods are the ultimate joy. Hahaha. Did so many crazy things with Adela, Vick and Alvin. What to do.. We couldn't concentrate studying. HAHAHA! I wish Aisha and Fathamah were with us 'cos we all love jumping. Don't know what I'm talking about? See the video. We all love jumping!
We had more actually, I'm just a little too lazy to upload the videos. See? School is so fun, minus the teachers. Friends make me feel like I don't have to worry about Os. They make me laugh like mad fucker and we talk about anything and everything under the sun! Adela wants to remove her eyebags, Vicki wants smaller ears and Alvin needs an Extreme Makeover. LOL!
Omg this is hilariously gross.
3 a-maths junkies and a POA noob. HAHAHA! Drop-outs.
MY FACEEEEEEEEE.
I don't know when but I went for tuition with Aisha. Two retards going for tuition! Omgx, it was my first day and Quadratic Equations are fucking easy! HAHAHA. Aisha and I felt sooo proud of ourselves because we actually had no problems solving them. But the bad thing is, the damn place is at Sembawang! About an hour there or lesser from school. Aisha went home before that to get her Maths stuff then we took buses to Sembawang.
Myself.
Aisha.
Love the colours.
A bus stop without shelter.
I don't know what esle to say anymore. Jane quit school already, that means I'm never gonna see her again. School is getting really boring because I slept while doing my work. Like you know, I just SLEPT immediately after I held the pen and started writing. That's how boring school is and I'm feeling very tired recently.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I still have my friends.
Hahaha. That's about it. This entry is pretty image-heavy. Enjoy. I feel like sleeping as I'm typing this because Ballerina by Leona Naess is really calming and you know I'm really drowsy now.................................
Bye.
One last thing: Fergie is hot and she's good. I love her.
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
It Is Me, Or Is Everyone Changing?
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We understand each other. Too much in a way it's quite scary, I read your mind like a big book of ABC I know so well. I love the way we are now. It's no big deal if you're 6 years older than me. I just want the feeling of being the one you wanted so badly in the past. I want to be called "strawberry cupcake" again, don't laugh. ): ): ):
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